Home Again

I flew into Ontario last night at 7:30. It is good to be home (especially considering the 100 degree temperature difference)...and I can honestly say that I had a great week with my family despite the circumstances. The Celebration on Saturday was beautiful, Ryan and Ashley's pastor talked about how our lives are not measured in days, but rather in love. He talked about how Case accomplished each and every thing God had meant for him to accomplish in his life here on earth. Case has changed me and how I live my life, and for the first time I can honestly say that I have a longing to be in heaven, and I do not fear death. I know it almost seems silly, talking about how a baby has impacted people on this side of heaven, but it is something I can not explain...and it will be difficult for those who have not met him to understand. He had the presence of God around him, and the ability to touch people in a way I've never experienced.

In addition to lots of talking and reflection, we simply enjoyed being together. We played a lot of Guitar Hero World Tour...so fun...and Apples to Apples! We laughed a lot, and it was a gift from God! Matt stayed until Wednesday, and we helped Ryan and Ashley get their house ready to put on the market. I really feel like the four of us bonded in a way we never expected, which was a blessing as well! Ashley, Dani, Kelsey, and I went out together on Friday night, which is something that I don't think just the four of us have ever done before. We had such a great time, some quality sister-bonding!

I have fallen more in love with my adorable niece than I ever imagined was possible. The morning after I left, Ashley found Adella sitting at the bottom of the steps saying, "Robyn .... Aaarrree you??" So she sat down and explained how I had to go bye-bye back to California, and Adella said, "I no want her go bye-bye!" :) I just tried to soak in each moment that I got to hold her tight this week, and smell her hair, and kiss her cute little cheeks. She was definitely JOY amidst sorrow to each of us!

Thank you so much for your prayers, please pray especially for Ryan and Ashley this week as they return to work, and life goes on...